Saturday, January 24, 2009

Sabrina has a heart attack..

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.

I asked Seana to marry me.

Not like it was any big surprise..

She said yes.

Oh god, oh god.
Please god, let this time be real.

Friday, January 9, 2009

Addendum

They say that if you don't ask, you won't receive.

Looking over these notes and entries.. Can it be that just
a few weeks ago I was ready to walk away from everything again?

I was asking for someone to send me an angel. I asked for a Happy Ever After.

Guess someone was listening after all. But I have to be grateful to the
folks who told me I was being silly, wanting to run away. If I'd run
away, headed out into the wastes again, I would've missed my opportunity.

Thanks, everybody..

And thank you, Sea. I've got a reason to fight again, a reason to survive and perservere and tell this gorram world that I'm not gonna let it swallow me up.

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

Amazing..

Dear Cortex Diary..

I have a new girlfriend now. Seana and I have been seeing each other for a while now. We're so incredibly cute. *giggle* Plus, well, it's kinda wierd and kinda neat to be dating the Mayor of the Hale's Colony. I mean, yeah, how'd THAT happen?

First I date someone who ends up being a ninja mercenary formerly in the employ of Adelai Niska.. She two-times me and tries to fall on her sword.. And now I'm dating a political figure in charge of an entire colony? Do I know how to pick 'em or what?

And the funny thing is, we were both crushing on Imrhien. Hard. To the point we both were obsessing over her. Makes for funny stories.. 'course, it would also make for one heck of a three way.. *evil giggle*

But, wow.. Seana's amazing. And so is the sex. *laughing*

Sunday, January 4, 2009

Unexpected..

Dear Cortex Diary,

So.. yeah, wow..

Life just got -real- interesting. Bunch of different ways.. Don't know that I can say a whole lot just yet.. But wanna say something so I remember the date. 'Cos I won't forget -why- I wrote this.. But I'm gonna wanna remember when.

Crazy stuff, this.. Some good stuff, too.. but holy crap my world's gonna be inside out for a while.

I could get used to this.